unstable mood

Yesterday night is like a nightmare to me.It's edy long time din happen to me and i feel so scare ,cant control myself till...my tears falling down...

because of my father again...

I less communicate with my father...can consider not communicate with him...y??? becoz lo....(long story...) i never called him baba when he back from work...(i so stupid ler)...

Yesterday when he come back home around 11.30pm something, he get angry and do something like cant control himself ...he throwing all the thing that he can pick up..(so weird huh==""...bt tat's my father)i edy use to it and i just close my room door and try to escape the scene...is tat his business gt problem or....??.. i dunno, i oso dun dare to asking him....feeel like he so far away to me...so strange..like a stranger...bt i edy live wif him 20 year...

I think my father is same type with my fren father who also like to blogging n he less communicate with his father but his parent edy divorce.i scare my mother and father will follow their parent step....Bt seriously i also hope my parent will divorce(lol)...cause my mother edy beh tahan my father edy...haiz...everything just follow the natural larr today dunno wat will happen tomorrow...maybe...so wat i gt to do have to complete faster...like ....travel....*0*

*****tq for accompany me when i nid eu******

~~~tq my "deer" a lot for fetching me back home yesterday and bring me to take dinner--porridge---..although the stall located beside roadside ..very hot...noisy environment but i still enjoying the tasty porridge.."bak zam gai"..and mee..mihun....also watching him eating my porridge tat i cant afford to finish it de...heee~~~

Today like usual wake up in the morning 6.30am then prepare to work...thanks shwuni jie jie for fetching me to my working place ...muacksss......i edy start working around four day..hee...the staff and my colleague all are so friendly and can chat with them while i was working...and thanks Ms Annis for teaching me .. u are a good teacher for me and help me a lot... a lot and..a LOT..

##Tats for today ,if anything wrong like typing wrong..spell wrong..or using broken English then u cant understand just tell me beside the msg box larr...thanks for viewing ^_*